I just wanna say a word : Tired !

Sumpah. Gue gak akan ngeremehin anak paskib lagi deh. Pokoknya 100 thumbs up buat siapapun anak paskib yang rajin latihan.....

Gile, udah panas-panasan, kaki gerak terus, teriak-teriaklah segala macem... yang jelas, ini bukan tipe ekskur gue kelak di SMA. Tapi, kalo lagi sarap, mungkin yah... gue bakal ambil ekskur ini. hehehe. Gak buruk juga sih.

Gue sebenernya udah pernah jadi petugas upacara waktu kelas 7. Buahahahaha :D.
Mameeeenn manteb malunya ! ANCUR BANGEEEEETTTT. Waktu itu gue jadi Dirigen, dan, kalau dipikir-pikir juga, gue adalah yang paling gak banyak salah :) hahahaha seinget jidat gue sih gitu. tau dah menurut lo semua.

Sekarang, upacara kedua untuk aksel angkatan 7. Gue LAGI-LAGI menjadi petugas upacara. Kali ini bukan jadi dirigen lagi. Gak cocok guenya...
Well, gue jadi PEMBAWA TEKS PANCASILA !!! Yess!!! ouuuhhhh yesyesyesssss !!! (udah kayak apaan tau gue senengnya waktu dapet peran ini. hahaha. Sori Dinda... gue merebut terpaksa... swear. TERPAKSA. Terpaksa keadaan maksudnya. Soriiiii...)

Partner gue adalah Mariska. Secara ya, dia tuh ada di samping gue barisnya. Dan dia itu Pembaca Protokol. Jadinya barengan ma gue deh. Hahahaha. Gue ma dia serius banget loh, waktu latihan gerak langkah. Cuma, masalahnya itu, langkah gue ma dia suka ga sinkron. Gue kepanjangan dia gak bisa nyampe nyesuaiin. Gue udah coba memperpendek langkah, eh... malah kelambatan temponya ! Tau ah lap. Gue nyeraaaahhh.

Ya gak ampe nyerah begitu juga sih... buktinya gue teteup setia berkorban tenaga, waktu, cairan tubuh, upil (heh ?), ilmu, de-el-el serta de-es-be. Hinggaaaa..... *JENGJERENGJENGJENGTESS* gue ma dia bisa juga !!! huahahahaha seneng amat gue. Ampe lupa kalo kita melangkah belum sampe ujung. But, tololnya, kita gak bisa mempraktikan itu pas digabung ma yang laen. Emang dasar nasib...

Luar biasa bin naujubileh deh kalo ditanya capeknya...
Semoga berbuah manis deh :)
Y'all, please doain kelas gue supaya untuk kali ini,,,,, aja gak malu-maluin. AMIN...

Tadi juga ulangan Sejarah tentang Perjuangan Merebut Irian Barat. Dari 10 soal yang disodorin ke gue, Alhamdulillah terimakasih Tuhanku yang maha Pemurah... gue bisa semua. Cuma rada ragu aja di beberapa tempat. Semoga gue bisa mendapat hasil yang terbaik deh :). AMIN...

Anak cowok juga ikut audisi buat nyeleksi siapa aja yang bakal tampil di Pensi buat hari Kamis besok. Menurut gue sih, mereka tampil NYARIS sempurna. Cumanya, mungkin karena grogi atau apa gue ga tau lo tanya aja deh ma anaknya,,rada gak sreg dibandingkan dengan yang waktu latihan.

BESOK ! hari Selasa, Insya Allah kalo gak ada halang merintang yang menghadang (semoga ada dan banyaaak ! amin.huheheheh :P) anak aksel angkatan 7 bakalan jadi PJ English Day. Rencananya sih, kita gak mau muluk-muluk banget lah. Standar aja lah. Ini dia rencananya :
1) Tebak gambar
2)Quiz
3)Bernyanyi....

Standar kann ?

Tapi boooo... masa rencananya hadiah gak standar ! apakah itu ? wewewewew ! liat saja kapan-kapan kalo gue lagi kesurupan jin rajin mosting. oke?

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Buat dia :)
Gue sayang sama lo
Tetep buat gue menunggu, itu masih jauh lebih baik daripada ga bisa ketemu lo.
Gue udah gak peduli lo akan milih siapa.
Gue ikhlas. Gue tau gue gak pantes kok buat lo. Gue gak secantik dia, gak seanggun dia. Pokoknya gue ga pantes sama sekali di samping lo...
Asal lo bahagia, itu udah lebih dari segalanya.
Gue sayang sama lo
Shit. Ampe kapan sih gue betah ngomong beginian ??!!

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

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Gue sukaa deh :)
Apalagi ngeliat Diana nyanyiin ini kayaknya gimanaaa gitu ^^

Lagu ini juga buat lo,
Si Manusia :) yang selalu ada di mimpi gue, yang selalu tampak saat gue membuka atau memejamkan mata...

Entah berapa kali gue mesti bilang suka, yang jelas rasa ini gak pernah cukup dimasukkan dalam kata-kata.

State the obvious,
I didn't get my perfect fantasy
I realize you love yourself more than you could ever love me
So go and tell your friends that I'm obsessive and crazy
That's fine; I'll tell mine you're gay
And by the way...

I hate that
Stupid old pickup truck
You never let me drive
You're a redneck heartbreak
Who's really bad at lying
So watch me strike a match
On all my wasted time
As far as I'm concerned you're
Just another picture to burn

There's no time for tears,
I'm just sitting here
Planning my revenge
There's nothing stopping me
From going out with all of your best friends
And if you come around saying sorry to me
My daddy's gonna show you how sorry you'll be

'Cause I hate that
Stupid old pickup truck
You never let me drive
You're a redneck heartbreak
Who's really bad at lying
So watch me strike a match
On all my wasted time
As far as I'm concerned you're
Just another picture to burn

If you're missing me,
You'd better keep it to yourself
Cause coming back around here
Would be bad for your health...

'Cause I hate that
Stupid old pickup truck
You never let me drive

You're a redneck heartbreak
Who's really bad at lying

So watch me strike a match
On all my wasted time
In case you haven't heard

I really really hate that
Stupid old pickup truck
You never let me drive
You're a redneck heartbreak
Who's really bad at lying
So watch me strike a match
On all my wasted time
As far as I'm concerned you're
Just another picture to burn

Burn, burn, burn, baby, burn
You're just another picture to burn
Baby, burn...

MyNiceSpace.com

MyNiceSpace.com

tuh judul boleh maling dari sebuah buku. jadi jangan keburu kesengsem, ya. ha ha.

Tapi, gue suka.
Sumpah.
kata kata itu...
Buat dia.

Si manusia :)
I love you, I swear.
From now, believe me, you're my reason to death.
I love you, more than my life.

Well, lagi-lagi tentang vampir. kali ini dengan cinta segitiga. Keren deh.

Dia gak akan pernah tau, kalo gue selalu pasang muka palsu
Tersenyum, mengejek, mencibir padanya
dan hanya satu yang benar
Mau gimana juga gue selalu tersenyum ke dia, dalam hati seenggaknya

Matanya manis.
Penuh intuisi.
Konyol banget kalo gue punya keinginan untuk duduk di sebelahnya dan terus-terusan mandangin matanya.
Kelebatan pancaran emosi dari matanya membuat gue-- jatuh cinta pada matanya untuk pertama kali. bukan dia. ha ha.

Gerakannya selalu indah di mata gue.
Gue selalu berharap bisa mengesampingkan ego dan bertahan di tempat untuk tidak menggandeng tangannya, menyesuaikan langkah bersama. idiot, ah.
Rasanya satu-satunya gerakan yang bisa sesuai adalah gerakan gue. Ditakdirkan untuk sinkron. Gerakan kami pasti saling membutuhkan. HUH.
Entah kenapa sebuah khayalan bisa terlihat nyata sebagai kenangan.

Suaranya.
Memang tak selembut alunan musik.
Tapi nanti pasti mampu mengalahkannya.
Suaranya adalah satu-satunya, benar-benar segalanya buat telinga gue. Makanan bergizi. wahahaha.
Suara yang berat, desah nafas yang terhembus begitu teratur. Ingin gue hirup semua dengan rakus. seolah tanpa semua itu, gue gak bisa hidup. bodoh banget.

Dia.
Makhluk berjenis manusia.
Dia sudah barang pasti ditakdirkan untuk jenisnya, manusia juga.
Tuhan tak mungkin bodoh mengaitkan benang merah antara gue dan dia.
Tak mungkin ceroboh untuk melakukan kesalahan sederhana.
Mustahil seorang Iblis ditakdirkan bersama manusia yang lemah, rapuh.

Gue gak akan pernah sanggup di dekat dia.
Dengan mempertahankannya secara utuh
Gue mencoba untuk tidak sama sekali membawanya pada takdir yang tidak seharusnya.

Dia sama sekali bukan buat gue.
Takdir yang gue ingat,
Yang gue simpan rapat-rapat,
Sejak gue menyayanginya dan entah sampai kapan,

Dia, manusia.
Gue, iblis
Kami gak akan penah bersama.

Jadi, untuk lo yang diluar sana,
Please, gue mohon dengan seluruh harga diri gue yang tersisa,
Jaga dia. Selamanya.
Jangan sakiti ia walau dia menyakitimu.
Bahagiakan dia selalu.

Terimakasih.

Yoy.
Mameeenn. Met Ultah !
Met Ultah untuk tanggal 24 Februari nanti...
ultah lo yang keberapa sih ?
14 kan ?
yess. Akhirnya kita seumuran lagi.
gak lebih tua gue. hahaha.

Met ultah :)
Semoga keiblisan lo menjadi lebih rendah daripada keiblisan gue.
Jadilah manusia tulen.
Yang selalu membantu, mengasihi, dan menyayangi orang yang lo sayangi.
Jadilah orang pertama yang bisa membahagiakan mereka semua.
Semoga lo menjadi lebih baik daripada tahun 13 lo.
Tau gak sih, katanya tahun 14 manusia adalah tahun yang banyak pikiran.

kayaknya bener deh..

well, ga mungkin.
Tapi gue pernah ngerasa seolah gue bukan diciptakan untuk menjadi manusia. Gue Iblis ?
Terbukti, dibalik tingkah baik gue, dalam hati malah gue berpikir untuk melakukan yang sebaliknya. seolah alam bawah sadar gue mancoba menyadarkan gue dari semua kepalsuan yang gue anggap takdir gue padahal bukan sama sekali.

Ada gak sih, kehidupan sebelum ini ?

Yeah. mungkin aja gue sebelum jadi manusia, gue tuh iblis. Ini bukan ngikut-ngikutin Prince of Devil, loh. Ini pengakuan.

Tapi bisa gak sih, gue gak jadi dua-duanya ?

Mungkin gak sih gue ini iblis yang salah dilahirkan sehingga menjadi manusia ?
mungkin...

tau gak sih, gue paling sebel sama orang yang MUNAFIK.
Ngaku di depan gue udah "nggak", tapi ternyata gue tau kok, sebenernya di masih "iya".

Dan dodolnya, sahabat-sahabat gue malah SELALU ngebela dia. Dan BUKAN gue. Gue kadang ngerasa bukan bagian dari sahabat. Sama sekali bukan. Diliat dari sifat gue yang kayak gini, mana ada sih, yang mau jadi sahabat gue ?
Sedih.
Kecewa.
Terkhianati.
Kesepian.
Sendirian.

Udah kok. Cukup. Gue udah sering ngerasa kayak gini. Gak ada yang bisa memahami gue seutuhnya. Gue ibarat buku tertebal dan tersusah sepanjang sejarah. Yang ngeliat gue aja males...

Gue sebenernya gak secomel Qisti.
Gue juga gak senyolot Ayu.
Gue gak gampang nyerah kayak Diana.
Gue sekarang udah jarang ngambekan.

Tapi kenapa sih...
kok gue selalu kayak gini ?
apa gue cewek sial ?
sebeeelll.
gue gak tau kalo mau curhat sama siapa.
giliran gue punya blog aja, gue bisa curhat ke sini. Tapi malah dikomentarin pedes sama Qisti, Fio, Adinda. Mereka bilang, kalo punya blog kata-katanya tuh, harus baik-baik, de-el-el. Emang siapa sih yang punya blog ini ? mereka ?

Terserah dong. Terserah gue. Gue udah pernah bilang, kan. Kalo gue udah ganti alamat lagi (alamat yang ini) gue GAK AKAN pernah menyembunyikan nama. Biar aja semua tau. Sakit hati gue, keselnya gue, sebelnya gue. Gue gak bisa bilang langsung. Berat. Susah. Takut pada marah sama gue. Nah, sedangkan, gue pengen kalian semua tau, apa yang buat gue marah, sedih, kecewa, tuh ternyata sama sekali bukan berasal dari ORANG JAHAT. malah dari orang terdekat gue...

Gue beneran minta maaf, kalo ada yang gak suka sama postingan gue. Gue tau banget kalo yang namanya nyantumin nama itu gak sopan. Tau kok gue. GUE GAK BODOH... mungkin, ini postingan terakhir yang nyantumin nama. Berikutnya gue janji gak akan pake nama. Kalo masih aja ada yang ga sreg, ya udah. JANGAN BUKA BLOG GUE. gampang banget kan ?

Gue orangnya blak-blakan. Jadi, sori kalo ada yang gak suka ma gue gara-gara ini

pameran foto.... wahahahaa

alamat yang panjaaaaaannnga right ?
hahahah emang niat nyusahin orang nih, gue... ckckck
biar ampang ngetiknya, nih gue kasih penjelasan tentang alamat baru gue :

www.devilishgirlbecomeanangel.blogspot.com
teridi dari 5 kata, yaitu :
1)Devilish : adalah "keiblis-iblisan", yakni manusia yang bersifat seperti Iblis
2)Girl : adalah "cewek"
3)Become : adalah "menjadi"
4)An : adalah "sebuah"
5)Angel : adalah "malaikat"

silahkan dirangkai sendiri...

hahahahhaa

Gue kangen sama lo
Kita cuma 4 tahun sama-sama
Tapi lo gak tau kan, kalo 4 tahun itu bisa merubah segalanya ?

Sumpah, Gue kangen sama lo. Entah harus berapa kali lagi gue bilang kayak gini
Kita udah gak ketemu 3 tahun
Lo pasti tau 3 tahun juga punya hak yang sama untuk merubah segalanya

Lo sekarang dimana ?
Masihkah rupa lo sama ?
Tetapkah lo seperti dulu ?

Lo yang buat gue waktu itu...
Mati-matian belajar basket
Rela mandi keringet waktu main kasti
Ikhlas saat nafas gue ngos-ngosan waktu ngejar lo di permainan benteng

SEMUA cuma buat gue deket sama lo
Ada di saat lo ada
Tertawa bareng saat ada yang konyol
Menertawakan semua. Termasuk gue yang dengan bodohnya mikir, kalo lo bakal suka sama gue.

Dari awal gue juga dah tau ini gak akan mungkin
Tapi salah apa, kalo gue berusaha ?
Buat dapetin lo,
cowok yang setia buat gue sakit hati. gigit jari ?

Seberapapun, gue meminta sama Tuhan
sekarang gue baru sadar
ada permintaan yang tak terkabulkan

Sebanyak apapun, air mata yang tumpah buat lo,
sekarang gue tau kalau...

Ada yang bilang,
Yang namanya CINTA PERTAMA gak akan pernah berhasil
Dan gue, adalah salah satu diantaranya

Lo dimana sih ?
Kesetiaan gue memudar.
Sebentar lagi habis tak bersisa.
Sesaat mungkin. datanglah. buat gue sakit hati lagi.

Gue kangen lo
Please, jangan buat gue nunggu lebih lama lagi...

D

D A
You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
Em
She's going off about something that you said
G
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do
D A
I'm in the room it's a typical Tuesday night
Em
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
G
And she'll never know your story like I do


Em G
But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
D A
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Em G
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
A
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time


D
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
A Em
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
G D
You belong with me, you belong with me


D A
Walkin' the streets with you and your worn out jeans
Em
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
G
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey isn't this easy


D A
And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
Em
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better then that
G
Hey whatcha doing with a girl like that


Em G
She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
D A
Shes cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Em G
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
A
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time


D
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
A Em
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
G
You belong with me
D
Standing by and waiting at your back door
A Em
All this time how could you not know, baby
G
You belong with me, you belong with me

D A Em G

Em
Oh I remember you drivin' to my house
G
In the middle of the night
D
I'm the one who makes you laugh
A
When you know you're about to cry
Em
And I know your favorite songs
G
And you tell me about your dreams
D
Think I know where you belong
A
Think I know it's with me


D
Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
A Em
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
G
You belong with me
D
Standing by and waiting at your back door
A Em
All this time how could you not know, baby
G D
You belong with me, you belong with me
A
You belong with me
Em
Have you ever thought just maybe
G D
You belong with me, you belong with me

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G Em C D
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won’t see
G Em C D
That I want and I’m needing, everything that we should be
Em C
I'll bet she’s beautiful, that girl he talks about
G D
And she’s got everything that I have to live without

G Em C D
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it’s so damn funny
G Em C D
That I can’t even see, anyone when he’s with me
Em C
He says he’s so in love, he’s finally got it right
G D
I wonder if he knows he’s all I think about at night

G D
He’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
Em C
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
G D Em C
He’s the song in the car I keep singing, don’t know why I do

G Em C D
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can’t breathe?
G Em C
And there he goes so perfectly
D
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
Em C
She’d better hold him tight, give him all her love
G D
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she’s lucky cause

G D
He’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
Em C
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
G D Em C
He’s the song in the car I keep singing, don’t know why I do

Em C
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
G D
I put his picture down, and maybe get some sleep tonight

G D
Cause he’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
Em C
The only one who’s got enough of me to break my heart
G D Em C
He’s the song in the car I keep singing, don’t know why I do
G D
He’s the time, taken up, but there’s never enough
Em C
And he’s all that I need to fall into

G Em C D G
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won’t see

We were both young when I first saw you,
I closed my eyes and the flashback starts..
I'm standing there,
On a balcony in summer air...

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say, "Hello"
Little did I know...

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet !!!"
And I was crying on the staircase,
Begging you, please don't go...
And I said,

"Romeo, take me ! somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby just say YES"

So I sneak out, to the garden to see you
We keep quite, cause we dead if they knew
So close your eyes,
Escape this town for a little while...

Oh, Oh...

Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet !!!"
But you were everything to me,
I was begging you, please don't go !
And I said,

"Romeo, take me ! somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby just say YES"

"Romeo, save me ! They try to tell me how I feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid we'll make it out this mess
It's a love story, baby just say YES"

Oh Oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading...
When I met you on the outskirts of town,
And I said,

"Romeo, save me...
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting, for you, but you never come"
Is this in my head ?
I don't know what to think,
He knelt to the ground, and pulled out a ring
And said,

"Marry me, Juliet...
You'll never have to be alone
I love you, and that's all I really know,
I'll talk to your dad, go pick out a white dress...
It's a love story, baby just say YES"

Oh Oh Oh
Oh Oh Oh Oh

Cause we were both young, when I first saw you...